people are so fragile. it’s so easy to gain a friend, even easier to lose one. it takes years and years before you get to know someone inside and out, and then one trigger wipes the slate clean. to maintain friendships takes efforts from both ends of the line. it’s like tying a knot to prevent a ring from falling through a string but if the other end is untied, the worse could definitely happen. it’s so sad sometimes when you are able to picture yourself in ten years with that same person but one day, that’s all gone. it scares me sometimes because i don’t know when i’m going to lose another person in my life. the uncertainties ahead are like forest traps that plunge way below ground level. so surprising, so unexpected.




